Sometimes the best decision is making no decision at all, he says, honest and too aware of my “finished” and “never” and “stupid.” And he is right; I am trying to take on years of pain and confusion on one…
Vagueries
Sometimes I choose silence because I love, sometimes because it is forced, but there are times I have to speak in cloak and vagueries about what goes on in this restless heart. Today is one of those days, when I…
Whirlwind
It occurred to me as I was hiking up an airplane walkway today that sometimes in life, things happen too fast for processing. Not every moment is meant for full understanding; sometimes the best memories are made when you don’t…
Blur
It is nice having a place where it’s okay to ramble again without guilt or pressure. I fully intend to leave this space quiet some days. It’s a free spot. A place where I can pretty much do what I…
Prayer.
She stands beside me and sets up her project, grabbing at my arm, pointing out what she needs, fussing petulantly. I am finishing something I am doing, thinking that a good mom would simply meet the need without being asked,…
Refresh.
I feel as if I can breathe again. I know I’ve been writing at my other blog (the one that will be going away as soon as I have a chance to adjust image sizes and transfer things where they…